No more exclusive

His first experienced when he was 3 days old..admitted due to jaundice and had the what we call as "crystal urine". me n hubby decided to allow the nurses to feed him and that was his 1st and only experience until yesterday..sadly to announce that my lil boy is not fully breastfeed anymore T_____T

Kronologi

Before Ramadhan 2012

Production dropped...since my indon's trip...sometimes i can recover his daily consumption and sometimes not..what can i say, may 8.5/10 will recover la...but i had to do an extra pumping session..after work and sometimes before off to bed...my lil boy pun not cranky lagi...ok je being bfed 1 side during his sleeptime and i can do my pumping on the other side after subuh prayer...

Ramadhan 2012

1st 2 weeks...the production a liltle bit dropped from previous..u can read it here...and for the last 2 weeks of ramadhan it became worse...out of 30 feedings..i recovered 8 feedings only...but since my lil boy still not do his mngempeng and still can play around..so i guess direct feeding statisfied/fed him well...

Syawal 2012

During our time beraya..until when hubby was still around..my lil boy was not depending on me and not asking for the milk all the time..the mengempeng time doesnt exist yet...and everything started when hubby went back to brunei..and its only me n my lil boy..from thursday until friday and we didnt go to anywhere..so he was direct feed all time...but to get him off to bed not that difficult...

But since after came back to work after a long holiday...pumping sessions were as usual..but the production? from 3 sessions, i got 1 feeding only..around 1oz per session..worst ok...*started to mengelupur*..and si kecik started mengempeng like forever...nak tidokan pun SUSAH!...he will jump/move from 1 side to other side..and it can take more than 2 hours...SAKIT PINGGANG! and he was cranky all the time...like want to cling with me all the time..nak mandi pn susah..nk shi shi pn susah!!! :( atok n opah pn xmo...

On sunday, 02/09/2012 after a long weekend *merdeka*...i gave him ebm at nite...0.5 feeding...and next hour another 0.5 and before he off to bed another 0.5...and the mengempeng became less...he off to bed easily..*not as easy like before but from a week before*..he jumped off from 1 side to the other side pn mayb around 3 to 4 je..if not can be 20 times ok..skejap mngempeng kiri,...xsmpi 5mins melompat ke kanan...

03/09/2012

mama dah mengalah!...yesterday i bought the FM *formula milk*..both the plain and chocolate..as i heard from few of frens yang gave their kids with the choc flavor... so, i kasi plain putih @ 8pm...his 1st reaction...eeeiiiiii.....then nangis2 xmo..then minum 2 sip..then amik n ltk atas meja..protes xmo...10 minutes later..i gave him and tried again...sibuk dok cakap..."ceeeppp ceppp...referring to keep"..suruh mama simpan..xmo minum..mama give up..my mum ada la cakap coz i x jaga makan sbb tu reduced..since i kan bf until i was 4 years old..refused bottle feed..sbb tu sanggup kot minum air masak when my mum was working...i sangat makan macam2 meaning xskip makan..smpi berat dh melampau2 ok! T____T

so after had our dinner...i made the chocolate flavor pulak...atok try la pujuk2 and he still refused..so i brought him upstair..sambil layan utube *gangnam style* and he drank it! yeeehaaa...from 100ml..tinggal la 40ml...good achievement! and he went off to bed easily!! sangat senang....

suddenly i woke up at 3am...can saw him tido peacefully...so i turun n made another botol of choc milk...and dia ttiba dh merengek n i trus kasi...surprisingly..he finished it without any rejection..but then nk mngempeng jgk la before tido balik..for 5 mins je pn...and tips from others, try kasi fm time baby mamai and lapar.. :)

Im such a happy mother...despite cannot fully breastfeed my lil boy until he turns 2 years old..ikut taun islam is on 10/10/2012 *my birthday*....but i cannot tahan la tgk my son mcm orang xtentu arah everytime nak tido..why im not giving him ebm? coz the stock with me now pn mayb ada la dalam 15botols..around 5 ari pya stock..if i kasi during nite time jgk..3 ari je kot..so before the stocks run out..better train him 1st rite...

To my lil boy...

Sorry as mama xdapat fully breastfeed u until u turns 2 years old..another 1 month and 1 week to go..but rezeki xmenyebelahi kita...but it doesnt means i stop bfeeding u..just kena top up with formula milk..this is not a sudden decision..since the production dropped since june and worst started last 2 weeks..mama xmo jadi ibu yang kejam..n biarkan anak kelaparan...but u drank a lot of plain water..and mama harap after this still minum plain water and not depending on the fm pulak k..luv u!

p/s : today nak try kasi plain fm during his mamai time :) wish me luck..and hope he can "membuang" dengan senangnya...if not kena try and error la jawabnya..

and today after a long time..pampers bocor..hehehe..so kena rajin tukar la nampaknya after this...